In my four year career as a teacher I have now been displaced from two schools. What is displacement? Well, it's when the county comes to a principal and says you have too many teachers for your school, you need to get rid of "x" amount of teachers. And typically the pecking order begins with younger teachers. Well after speaking with three different principals I can finally say I have a school to work at next year. I have expected a job at a Middle School. Not ideally as close to home as I would like, but not any longer than I am driving now. I am glad to finally say I know where I'm going to be next year, but the process has not been easy on me.
I am strangely optimistic about working at the middle school level. I use to think I always wanted to avoid this age group of students. However, I am always up to new challenges, and love that I now will have the experiences in elementary, middle,and high. With these experiences under my belt I feel like I can handle anywhere my teaching future takes me. Plus, a big part of me feels like this is only preparing me better to raise my precious little Zoe.
I believe that becoming a parent will benefit me as a teacher, and being a teacher will only benefit me more as a parent. I look forward to the challenges my future with Zoe, and any siblings will bring me. And plan to face them head on!
In addition to job hunting, interviewing, and having to make decisions (which I've never been good at) I've had other news recently thrown at me as well.
Come to find out one of my students was recently diagnosed with fifths disease. Turns out fifths disease is a strain of chicken pox. However, just because someone has had chicken pox before it does not mean they are immune to fifths disease. Basically, fifths disease acts like a severe cold. The only difference is children displace a rash through rosy red cheeks. If I were to contract the disease it could be transferred to my child, and cause many serious complications.
http://www.babycenter.com/0_fifth-disease-parvovirus-b19-during-pregnancy_1463060.bc
Needless to say I made an immediate visit to my ob/gyn to make sure that I had not contracted the disease. The results of the blood test re-leaved my fears only slightly. I do not currently have fifths disease, however I am still susceptible. Which means I'm nervous that the disease could be traveling around school. I've asked my kindergarten and first grade teacher to be on the look out, and keep back any children they believe to be sick. Hopefully this will keep me healthy until summer arrives in a week.
On another note, I believe I'm starting to feel little Zoe's first few flutters. : )
http://www.babycenter.com/0_fifth-disease-parvovirus-b19-during-pregnancy_1463060.bc
Needless to say I made an immediate visit to my ob/gyn to make sure that I had not contracted the disease. The results of the blood test re-leaved my fears only slightly. I do not currently have fifths disease, however I am still susceptible. Which means I'm nervous that the disease could be traveling around school. I've asked my kindergarten and first grade teacher to be on the look out, and keep back any children they believe to be sick. Hopefully this will keep me healthy until summer arrives in a week.
On another note, I believe I'm starting to feel little Zoe's first few flutters. : )
My baby is the size of a mango right now.
Indeed, I haven't exactly been stress-free this time around (or last time around!) either. At work last week I kind of lost it and everyone told me I needed to STOP crying because crying is bad for the baby (and supposedly makes babies that cry more). Well, I've got news. We're pregnant, hormonal, and life happens. :P Can you imagine a pregnant woman that doesn't cry at least once? My biggest rule is not to stress about the stress. Worrying how it's going to affect me and the baby only adds more stress. I allow myself to cry, freak out, get angry, whatever, when I need to because in the end it makes me happier and helps me cope. I went through job displacement too, Jason wrecked his motorcycle, and a good friend lost a parent (first time around)... this time around I thought I was losing my job altogether, Jason had an emergency appendectomy, and another good friend lost a parent (strange correlations that make me wonder if I should ever get pregnant again...). Funny what life throws at you. I think you are handling it very well, and I'm so glad that you're taking the new job as an excellent learning opportunity both for yourself as a teacher, but also as a parent! And only 6 days left with the kiddos, right? Then summer will keep you nice and protected from the germs!
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